Dulu vs sekarang?

For all readers' information, entry yg lepas2;

• yg agak terlalu byk gmbr (tak sesuai utk tontonan kaum Adam)
• yg terkadang nampak riaknya
• yg mungkin mengguris hati
• yg telah memedih telinga

Yes.. I've deleted all of 'em..
As i'm getting older, the wise thinking greatly control my mind.
Tak guna jadi 'keyboard warrior', tapi hakikatnya PENAKUT.
Berani kat blkg org je, tapi bila kat depan.. pijak semut tak mati.

Yg lagi menyedih dan mensadiskan;
DULU.. bkn main lagi mengutuk, memaki, hamun, benci.
SEKARANG.. aku tau ko manusia yg mcm mana.
Dah berubah?

Mungkin KEBENCIAN tu dah tak ada dlm diri ko.
Or ko cuma baik dgn dia/mereka utk kepentingan diri ko.
Bagus aku tak hantar ko pergi tmpt tunggu bas tu DULU.
Kalau tak, sampai skrg aku menyesal tak sudah.
SEKARANG aku faham la ko adalah org yg jd GIRLFRIEND utk kepentingan diri je.
Kalau aku tak ada kereta, kalau dia tak ada kereta, rasanya sampai SEKARANG kot ko akan terus benci dia.
Tipu la kalau kebencian tu terus hilang dalam diri ko.

Just wait and see.
Sebelum ni ko tak pernah rasa bayar ******.
Coming soon, maybe ko kena bayar 3 kali ganda ****** yg ko tak pernah bayar tu.
Mungkin ade perjanjian antara korang.
Kata LAB nak dapat A kan??
Sebab tu la korang BERUSAHA utk TAK 'FAKE' depan satu sama lain.

And one more thing, okay.
It's your choice to love korean endemol.
But instead of saying 'OTTOKE', 'OPPA'..
It's better and nice to say 'Ya ALLAH' or zikrullah.

Try to be a strong muslimah, not just in front of your coursemates.
But when you go to some urban areas, u can pull up your long sleeves till your elbows.
Control your voice while talking to others, especially men.
Not to laugh with your 'high pitching' until men watch u as a LOW CLASS woman.
And avoid singing loudly with your unpleasant voice.
Always remember, as a woman, our voices are classified as AURAT.

ALLAH always know what you do;
And who you are.

Alhamdulillah. ;)

         " Don't be a WOMAN that needs a MAN..

                                            Be a WOMAN that a MAN needs! "